I've woken up pretty hungover and im gonna be a true rebel and bunk college for the full, day means i get to spend it with sean tho, which as a matter of fact is my favourite thing to do latey, even if i have been a bit of a psycho bitch and i think he's been a bit of an ignorant, distant twat, but i think we sorted all that out yesterday and its safe to say, no matter how shit things go between us i still love him more than i coould possibly love anything else in the world.

I also came to the conclusion last night both drink and smoking,(smokin which ive been trying really hard to give up btw) are so shit for me, i dont just mean my health either i just mean life. Ive not enjoyed drinking the past few times its happened anyway and to be honest, even if i do, the hangover is never worth it.
So ive woken up this morning and said no more fags, or drinking at all now,and no more junk food cos there was some skinny bitches out there last night and they were damn sexy. Im just too fuckin chunky.

However, i took this piture this morning as i woke up, i dunno why, my webcam has shown the vanity in both me and sean, but to be completely blunt here, im rather impressed that some days, i can actually wake up looking half decent with my pencilled eyebrows still i tact and my foundation still looking pretty6 smooth, and my hair looking better than it has done for days, unbrushed and messy.
LOVE IT.