I am so shocked, fair enough when your single then yeh ur free to do whatever with whoever, but when youve been broken up with ur gf for less than a week, its a bit of a piss take to go shagging your ex girlfriends best mates mate!
seriously what the fuck. Drunken house party or not, who gives a fuck.
Aside from that, (even though im absolutely fumin that people think its ok to do that and also cos its with someone i know which makes it worse..) i had the shittest sleep ever last night which involved the shittest dream ever. i cant get it out of my head as though it was real. Basically, in a nut shell, sean had been "seeing" some girl from my school behind my back for three years and shagged her twice and all her friends were kicking off on me saying i was out of order to be angry, FUCK YOU COURSE IM GONA BE ANGRY.
but yeh i know its not real so i need to calm down but i currently feel sick and very upset. It was devastating, i hope nothing like that ever ever ever happens. I dont think ive ever been so distressed in my sleep before!
I feel that shit today i really dont want to go to college, wow i think i may actually be clinically depressed, to miserable to leave the house. I just want to sit and cry all day.
No comments:
Post a Comment