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I seriously, completely and utterly fucking give up.
I have had 6 tattoo cancellations in the past week and a couple of enquiries which were just teasers.
On top of my completely currently shit in every aspect life.

And to be completely honest with myself and whoever reads this, i'm sick of hearing everyone else's good news. Good for fucking you.

How about send some my way hey?
No, didn't think so. I'm so sick of trying. Im just so sick, phsically thats one of the nicest things im feeling at the moment and its shit.
Im in that place where it feels like nothing is ever going to get any better, and i hate it, cos feeling like shit never, ever, ever lasts this long.